What sucks is that I have to come to school everyday for 7 hours and take classes that I have little interest in. I then have to spend 3 more hours after school at football practice, and some days I have open gym for basketball after football. Then I usually have calculus homework after that. I have to wash all my stuff and get ready for the next day. When all I really want to do is get on with college and take classes that are relevant and I have interest in. I want to go out on my own and do my own thing.
I really just want to spend time with her but I have to do so much of all this stuff. The weekends always go way to fast and then the week starts all over again. I miss the summer and I want a new nice sports car and clothes that fit better. What sucks is that I want to play basketball everyday but I have to play football. I hate wearing my sweaty helmet with a chin strap that doesn't fit. I have to hit people when I don't even like hitting them. It is always really hot out and it feels even hotter in all the football equipment.
What sucks is that food tastes so good, but I want to stop eating so much! What sucks is that I am always tired and feel so dead until I want to go to bed and then it takes me like an hour to fall asleep when it is already late because the only time I get to spend a decent amount of time talking to her is at night. AP bio and calculus sucks because they are hard classes and I still need to get an A in all my classes, and especially these classes because they are college level. I don't know what I want to go to college for and what job I want to do. I don't know which college I want to go to or when to start applying. I don't even know how to apply. I don't know if my SAT scores are high enough or not.
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