Suicide Texts

F: I don't want to live anymore.

J: Don't say that man.

F: I'm serious life sucks.

J: Why do you think that?

F: Because I got in trouble and now I can't do anything.

J: Well how long are you in trouble for?

F: A week or more. Now I can't see my girlfriend.

J: Well it is just a week, is it really worth ending your life?

F: No but now we might break up.

J: I am sure you guys won't break up it is only a week.

F: I don't know, this is pretty serious.

J: You should at least wait a week and then see what happens. 

F: Maybe you are right but I know we are going to break up!

J: Well even if you do it isn't worth ending your life!

F: You are right. I am glad I talked to you.

J: No problem bud. Just don't do anything rash. 

F: I won't, I won't. Don't worry! 

Plane Letter

    Dear Reader, 

               To whoever is reading this, all I ask is for your attention. I ask that you just see this through and read the whole thing. My name is John Wayne. I have been working with the U.S. Government for the past 20 years. I am not proud of what my job was, but it had to be done. I know you make think of me as a bad person by the end of this letter, but please read it all.

                It's hard to pick where to start, so I will start from the beginning. I was going to college to be a computer engineer, and was approached my men in suites. They said they wanted me to join on of their special task forces in the FBI. They trained me to fight, shoot, and taught me everything there is to know about the FBI. I was sent with a team of 3 men to perform a special task known as Operation: Migraine. 

                This was not an ordinary operation and our one task was to eliminate all of the people named "headmasters". They are extraordinary beings that are proven to develop advanced physiological powers as soon as they hit the age of 18. They have to be eliminated for the safety of the country, and for the world. They can not be aloud to live. They are extremely dangers, and extreme stress can cause their powers to awaken early. The stress of being hunted by my task forces causes this to occur, and it often gets messy. I was pursuing a lead on this very plane.

              This newest lead is said to be one of the strongest. I learned that their birthday is next summer and got on a plane to eliminate the target as soon as possible. I do not make this personal, and feel sorry for the headmasters I have to eliminate. This is why I wanted you to read this. I am sorry that you had to be eliminated, and this is not personal. By the time you finish reading this I will probably already have my sights lined up on you. Good luck. 

My Last Day

         Well to start off my last day on earth I would wake up at 12:00 a.m. on the dot. That way I would have my full day. I would go straight to my girls house and pick her up. Then I would go to the nearest place and get donuts and milk. I would eat a lot of course. After that I would go to a nice car dealership and take the most expensive car I can, probably a Camero. I would probably go get my friend after that and take him with me all day to. 

        I would go on a joyride for sure, driving as fast as I can in the new sports car I got. I would probably go see my family and my pets. I would probably check and see what movies are out and go to a movie theater. I would eat movie popcorn and a cherry slushie that's for sure. I think I would then go and shoot some big guns for fun and shoot them a lot. 

       I would probably go to a fancy restaurant after the movie and order really good food. I would order at least 2 desserts and eat them all. I would probably go play a game of basketball real fast, not to much time spent on it though. I might sit down and play some of my favorite video games for a little while. I would probably take a nice long bath, and relax. 

      I love usher music, so I would probably listen to his albums and music throughout the day. I would spent dinner eating chocolate and a bunch of sweets. If I could sky dive it would definitely do that. I would probably finish my day by just laying down and watching movies. Making sure that I have my girl with me. Probably eating more food. I would send out a text to all my family and friends as the last thing I did. That would be a good last day. 

Tonight's Game

             We play Prarie Heights tonight in our football game. Friday night lights! It is an away game, at Prarie Heights. Both teams are winless, but we plan on being the team coming out with a victory tonight. I believe that our team is the better team, now we just have to wait and see if the new Central Noble team shows up. If the new Central Noble team doesn't show up, then the old Central Noble team might show up. The old Central Noble team is not good at all. That team is not allowed to show up, and we are not going to let that team show up. We are going to bring the new Central Noble team and destroy Prarie heights. 

             I play strong side linebacker on the starting defense. I get to run man to man pass coverage this game, so I'm pretty excited for that. I also have an auto blitz this game, should be pretty awesome. I get a little confused by the line ups their offense runs, and our autos for it. I am going to make sure that I clear up my confusion before the game tonight. I want to be number one in defensive points this game, and definitely have the roles and jobs to do it. Now it is just up to me. 

           We are on a 27 game conference losing streak, and that ends tonight. We are better than that team and have worked to hard not to get a win. I want to be apart of the new Central Noble team that wins. In football and in basketball. I want to destroy them tonight, and anything less is unacceptable. I don't want to set through another sad, quiet bus ride home. We deserve a win, and we want a win. Let's go! 

Break Up Letter

    Dear Girlfriend,

                  I think there comes a time in everyone's life where they need to make a important decision no matter how hard it is. I think it's time for me to make one for us. I no longer want us to be together. This is an end to us but by no means an end to us as individuals. This is not the end of either of our lives, and I want you to understand that. I have no hard feelings toward you, but the emotions and love is no longer there between us for me. I still care about you and wish for you to succeed and be happy in all the aspects of your life, but I will no longer be apart of your life. I know this may feel bad, and hurt now. You just need to take a small amount of time to get past this, and then begin the next chapter in your life. Love is one of the strongest healers in this world. I believe that you should find someone that will have that love and feelings for you and will be able to feel that way for a long time, and I can not fill that role. I will also find someone to fill that empty part of me, and wish the same for you. There is no hard feelings, and I truly hope the best for you.

                                                                                                  Best Regards, 

                                                                                                  Jeremy Coney

 

                  

Making a Difference

         I plan on making a difference in a simple way. I am not very skilled in many things, or at least not skilled enough to teach others. But I believe one of the things I am skilled enough to teach is basketball. Saturday morning basketball is a lot of fun to coach and be apart of. I like teaching all the little kids how to go through drills, how to shoot the ball, how to pass, how to dribble, and how to play basketball in general! 

          They look up to us high schoolers so much. The way they look and actually stop and listen to what we have to say gives you a good feeling. Some of the players that help coach don't set very good examples and don't give full effort, and that bothers me. I always give my full attention and full knowledge to the young players, because that's what they are. They are the young players of central noble. They are the future of the basketball program and I love the sport. I love the school, the team, the gym, the lockerroom, the coaches, and all the other players. So if all I have to do is coach these kids the best I can, and shape the future of central noble basketball in the process. Then that is what I am going to do, even if I look dumb or silly sometimes. I want to make those kids better, make the school better, and help the young players have a good time! That is how I plan on making a difference. It won't be a major difference. It won't shape the world by any means. But if it makes a few kids lives' a little better then I have made a difference. And I am happy with the small difference I made. 

Guest Speaker

               I think that what the speaker had to say was really important. I hope everyone in the auditorium listened and paid attention. Indiana is affect pretty badly by meth. I am not fully affected by meth. My dad is a police officer and I personally would never even consider doing meth. I know how bad it affects people and my dad has told me stories. I felt bad for all the kids affected and hurt by meth and the meth users. 

               I wish meth didn't exist. I think it's ridiculous that people would put that into their bodies. I hope I never have to be in a meth house or around any actual meth users. I hope my dad never gets into any real problems with meth users. I don't want anyone in the area to get hurt by any exploding meth labs. I want indiana to not be number one in meth production. I think it is sad that suicide is an option to some people. Hospitals need to be more cautious about babies being born to meth addicts, and should take the baby from the addicts. I think what the meth heads put themselves through when it comes to picking and scratching themselves is disgusting. The burns and injuries from meth labs exploding is terrible. Math is a terrible drug and should not exist. I don't want anything to do with meth. 

Don't "Throw Up" on your friends.

         One time when I was in a bad mood I got upset and started saying a bunch of stuff to my friend. I told him all about how I didn't think it would work out with the girl I liked. I told him how I think I am so bad at sports, specifically basketball. This is a big real to me because basketball is a large part of my life. I told him about how I wasn't sure if I was ever going to make it in college and have a good life after high school. It was just every single bad thought that came to my head while i was in that bad mood came out, and I told him all of it. I told him about how I wasn't sure if I was going to pass all of my classes in school. I talked about how I wasn't happy with my body and how I looked. I really just said anything and everything that was negative.

         Now I realize looking back how ridiculous it was to say all that. Most of what I said was exaggerated really bad. It wasn't really necessary at all. He listened and tried to make me feel better and talk about it but it didn't matter what he said that night. I was just in a really bad mood and there wasn't anything that could've been said, it was just a matter of time and getting some rest. Now he knows all of my small doubts and negative thoughts but it hasn't changed much. I think he realizes everyone gets in bad moods sometimes, and that all in all I am fine. 

           I could definitely apply the rules given in the book. It would've definitely been a good idea to just stop and wait a little while. I should've just waited till the next day and if I still felt really bad about it then maybe I could've said something. The book gives really good insight to what I should've done. I didn't know anyone really got that down on themselves like I do, and it's nice to hear about someone else's experience. 

Letter

Dear old friend, 

           We don't talk anymore but I wish we did. I don't think we have a problem with each other we just took separate paths. We used to be best friends but now it's just a hello every now and then. I'm not mad that we don't talk anymore, but i wish we did. I think that the only reason we don't talk anymore is because we changed. I went more into athletics and being noticed, and you stayed with the gaming and side life. I still have interest in the same things that we used to talk about and have in common, but I don't see you anymore to talk about it. I have tried to get a hold of you but it doesn't work much, so I stopped trying. We had a lot of fun times together, but our paths parted ways. I am not mad or sad about it, but I wish we could relive some of those days. We had a lot of fun together.

             I think our paths parted ways in middle school when you started getting really popular amoung our group, and you were always swarmed by people. And the people that swarmed you I didn't really like so it got annoying. I stopped trying to talk to you so much because they were just so annoying to me. I found some new friends and went more into sports and academics. I still play some of the games that we used to play all the time, but it's a lot less often. I wish we could just get back online and relax and have some fun like the old days. I would like to get into theater like you are now but I just don't have the time anymore. I also don't really like acting and singing, so it would be a struggle to me. It seems like a lot of fun and I wanted to take the class, but  I couldn't take the class this year because I had to take calculus. Maybe in the spring I can join theater and we can talk some more that would be fun. 

             The new expansion on the game we used to play is coming out in a month or two. I think it would be awesome if we could get back on that and play. We used to play so much, like all the time. I played all the time anyway, but it was always more fun when you get on. I was always better than you anyways! I spent a lot more time playing. It was a lot of fun and I can still remember all the stuff on that game. We were like the experts. Maybe I will talk to you some more when the next expansion comes out. That would be fun! 

                                                                                                     Sincerely, 

                                                                                                     Jeremy Coney

What Sucks

What sucks is that I have to come to school everyday for 7 hours and take classes that I have little interest in. I then have to spend 3 more hours after school at football practice, and some days I have open gym for basketball after football. Then I usually have calculus homework after that. I have to wash all my stuff and get ready for the next day. When all I really want to do is get on with college and take classes that are relevant and I have interest in. I want to go out on my own and do my own thing.

         I really just want to spend time with her but I have to do so much of all this stuff. The weekends always go way to fast and then the week starts all over again. I miss the summer and I want a new nice sports car and clothes that fit better. What sucks is that I want to play basketball everyday but I have to play football. I hate wearing my sweaty helmet with a chin strap that doesn't fit.  I have to hit people when I don't even like hitting them. It is always really hot out and it feels even hotter in all the football equipment.

        What sucks is that food tastes so good, but I want to stop eating so much! What sucks is that I am always tired and feel so dead until I want to go to bed and then it takes me like an hour to fall asleep when it is already late because the only time I get to spend a decent amount of time talking to her is at night. AP bio and calculus sucks because they are hard classes and I still need to get an A in all my classes, and especially these classes because they are college level. I don't know what I want to go to college for and what job I want to do. I don't know which college I want to go to or when to start applying. I don't even know how to apply. I don't know if my SAT scores are high enough or not.