Free time

No body in the world has enough free time. I need more free time! I am so happy in my life but I want more free time. I don't know why my senior year is my hardest year. I'm supposed to be having fun and enjoying it. Instead I'm in the two hardest classes I've ever taken, and I did a whole extra season of sports. I just really stacked it on this year.

The thing that uses up most of my time is also what makes me happiest in life. I wish I had more free time to spend it on her, but I already spend so much time with her, and I don't know why but I still want more time with her. It's a constant cycle. I have no free time, if I do I spend it all with her, then when I have free time I wish I was with her. And when I have no free time and no time with her I just wish I was with her or at home with free time. I am very happy in my life but it's all getting so crazy.

I'm stressed and need time to relax and enjoy my day a little. I wish she could play all my video games with me and be with me all the time but she can't. And it sucks, but I Sam happy with spending all my free time with her even if it means I don't get much time for video games and movies and what not. I suppose the best free time is with her. I am happy, and so is she. 

Recipe

The recipe for the Jeremy coney special. You'll need chocolate, whipped cream, peanut butter, caramel, vanilla ice cream, Reese peanut butter cups, Oreos, rolos, kit kats, chocolate covered peanuts, cookies, vanilla wafers, white chocolate, lettuce.

So you want to start by melting what you can, like the chocolates and that stuff. You will want to then put the lettuce in the bottom of the bowl and them cover in all the cookies and candies you chose. Then drizzle the melted items over it like dressing like a salad. Now obviously this may seem excessive, but to me it's the only way to get rid of the strong dirt taste you get when eating lettuce. But sense it has lettuce then it's healthy. So eat up and enjoy! 

Loyal

       I believe it is possible to be completely loyal in a relationship. There are so many people In relationships this is obvious. Another obvious fact is that there are a lot of people that are unfaithful and disloyal. A relationship can be so much better if you can just be completely faithful to that person. It is all about attitude and what you allow yourself to think. If you can do this then it will make life so much better.

       If you can be completely loyal there is no room for dishonesty and sadness in a relationship. You can look your significant other in the eyes and just genuinely mean it, no I did not cheat, no I did not think that. It can bring you so much closer. It makes everything so much better then having to try and come up with a lie after lie. It will bring you closer together and give you a sense of belonging to a person and having someone to be completely honest and trusting of. And that's a good feeling. So you should definitely try and commit yourself fully. There's no desire to talk to another, no desire to touch another, no desire to think about another. And maybe you don't want to think, talk, or touch another but you do it for some stupid reason. You have to go somewhere and do something, just give full effort to avoid other people that can give you those chances to cheat. And that is just as good as completely avoiding them, and skipping what you have to do. If you can do that life is good. Just you and your significant other.

Snow Day

         I had a real good day on my snow day. I woke up at like 830. I got to sleep in a little bit. I got a bunch of time to play my new game I got. I got really far in my game and it was real fun. I pretty much just played the game. I then took a shower and ate some food. I didn't leave my chair much. I was happy all day. I then had to go to my basketball practice and that was real fun. I enjoy those practices. I then got home and showered and went to Kendall's house! We made ravioli and grilled cheese. We watched the second lord of the rings, I was real proud because she actually watched it whole thing. We ate popcorn, peanut m and ms. And then some starburst jelly beans. We are going to get real fat with each other. It was an awesome day and I hope we have more snow days. 

AP Bio

       So I'm in AP Bio and it really sucks. It is really hard and I am stressed out by it a lot. We had a test Friday and last period and it was rough. The whole class did terrible on the multiple choice. And I don't know how I did on the essay. I don't know if it's going to be bad or not. I really don't want to ruin my GPA but it is hard. I stress out about it a lot.

       I study a lot actually for how much I study for other tests. Between ap bio and calc I study a lot more than I have in the past. I usually didn't have to study at all but now I have to a lot. I don't necessarily not like it, but even when I study I still don't get It that well. I have never felt like this where I didn't get something for a long period of time. I usually understand within being explained a few times. But with AP it is a lot harder. 

      The material isn't that hard. I think I could be able to understand it. It is the pace of the class that kills me. We do like 4 chapters in like 2 weeks and then take a test. We add labs in that don't help learn the concepts at all they just add to the frustration and homework. The teacher is good I just wish we could slow down and learn about the stuff in depth and not go crazy fast. I hope I end up finishing with an A this year. I've done good so far! 

Basketball

          I can not wait for basketball to start. I love the sport it is so much fun. I just enjoy playing it. I like being tired, it doesn't bother me when I'm playing basketball. I don't mind using up a lot of time playing basketball. I don't mind being tired and stressed for basketball. I just love everything about it! It finally starts after this week. This week is gym conditioning. Last week was outside conditioning.

         We have a new coach and he is changing what we are doing by a lot. I can already tell there are differences is attitude already amongst the players. The running times for our players were so much better. People were giving full effort and not dogging it the whole time. We have had problems with that in the past, but not anymore. The new coaching staff has brought new excitement and skill into the program. I personally can not wait to play.

        They have already gotten us new away jerseys. We have new practice gear. The shorts actually fit and the jerseys makes us look halfway decent. We have new shoes already that will be In before the practice rather than starting and playing for three weeks without shoes. We get to practice more modern ways of playing and skills. Everything is new and we are all ready to start the season and hopefully do something great this year. 

Regret

        I regretted not taking theater my senior year. I really wanted be in theater but it wouldn't work in my schedule. All of junior year I was looking forward to being in the class and having a lot of fun. I was supposed to be in it with Brock. I was looking forward to having Mr. Howell has a teacher. He is really cool.

       I couldn't take the class because my AP calculus class is the same period as theater. I told Howell and Brock that I would be in the class. I wish I would've taken the class because It would've been a lot of fun. I apologized to Brock and Howell because I really felt bad. I really wanted to take it but I couldn't not take the class. It sucked. I really wanted to take it and still regret not taking it.